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[DiMan]

The point of no return

 

 

I’m sitting in my room writing this song

Because my reality has gone so fucking wrong

I never judge people about the way they are living

But the way I am is based on the life I was given

I am literally dying but I want to succeed

Living the struggle, I know im alive when I bleed

From now on it can never be the same as before

Cause people I care for are not there anymore

 

My grandma told me that placing my faith in god was the answer

But I hated God because he gave my grandmother cancer

Her death closed my last door

I scream and rip my hair of lying on this floor

I thought that it might get better, that I might still see the light

But my fate has changed completely after that night

This is the last time that I kneel and pray to the sky

Cause almost everything that I was ever told was a lie

 

I remember when three of those Niggaz put me on the ground

Screaming shut a fuck up and stop moving around

I knew exactly what they were doing

Beet me up until they broke my ribs and I stopped moving

And after people wonder why my heart is filled up with hate and anger

My father tried to kill me with a fucking coat hanger

These are my last words, I’m having difficulty breathing

Dying on the inside, internally bleeding

But I still produce my thoughts at the speed of light

Even if im internally dead and breathing is tight

 

I strangled out the pain until my soul was empty was cold

It’s like a slave who has been mistreated and sold

And I would love to think that I only have few more hours

I would love people to spit on my grave and burn all my flowers

I used to be peoples worst fears

So when im gone there won’t be any tears

 

This is the point from which I could never return

And if I back down now then forever I burn

This is the point from which I could never retreat

This is the point from which ill die but succeed

 

 

 

DiMan

[markmal]

I think everything is perfectly correct.

 

there was some typo though -

"I scream and rip my hair of lying on this floor" - should be "rip my hair off"